Tuesday, May 8, 2018

Life Lately!


After a slow start to the year, Spring time has been much more fast paced for us - so much so, that I'm still trying to catch my breath among the chaos! But, it's been a nice relief, especially since it was a terrible stagnant winter.

First, we are so excited that our home construction is FINALLY almost finished. It has been such a long journey and we can't wait to get in to our new home. However, moving comes with it's own set of challenges. We have to sell a lot of things that we don't want or need, we have to pack the things that we want to keep - it's a lot of decisions. But, I enjoy going through everything because husband-ji and I have really been re-evaluating our belongings and favoring a more minimalist approach. As a creative/visual person, I find that clutter really distracts me and causes me stress. It's really hard to say goodbye to things that have sentimental value or that someone has given us. Most of our furniture are hand-me downs and nothing that husband-ji actually picked out ourselves. Now that we are moving to a new home soon, husband-ji and I have been picking out new furniture that better reflect both of our tastes. We feel very adult! We are also saying goodbye to a lot of baby items that Veda has outgrown, now that our family is complete.

I also started a new job last week! I can't believe it. It feels great to be a working parent again, and so good to get the extra paycheck (especially since we are purchasing new furniture!). It was hard to think about working again with round-the-clock breastfeeding, not being able to find proper childcare, and my mother-in-law traveling. We tried to find a nanny for Veda but it didn't work out, so I just accepted my role as a stay-at-home parent although I was getting a bit restless internally. Sometimes stay-at-home parenting is not a choice, it's just what you have to do. 

I think the biggest "aha!" moment came to me when my 5 year old, Maya (who likes to ask me existential questions) asked me, "Mom, when are you going to get a job?" and I was speechless. I really didn't know what to say. And then I started to think that maybe I should get a job outside the home - something other than my creative pursuits - which to be honest, doesn't bring in steady money. Maya asked me, "Mom, what are you going to be when you grow up?" and I didn't really have an answer. I have been so swept up in parenting and motherhood that I haven't had a chance to think about putting myself out there.


When my mother-in-law came back from India and had no upcoming travel plans for the rest of the year, I touched base with her if it would be okay for me to start working again. She said absolutely, and was very encouraging about it. At the same time, almost to an uncanny coincidence, I noticed that a lot of places were hiring. Like, nearly every storefront I walked by! So, I hurriedly got my resume together and started applying. Within a week, I heard back from all 4 places I applied and started booking interviews. They hired me immediately at my top choice - a place that I had always wanted to work. They have hired me part-time for 2-3 days per week; and I am also helping out husband-ji at the shop for 1 day a week. I feel like this is a great balance for me because on the days that I'm off I can still take the kids to their activities. And the hours work out really well too - they have 3 different shifts per day. Working outside the home has also helped me wean Veda off of breastfeeding during the day, which I have been trying to do forever! I am still breastfeeding her at night though, mostly because we co-sleep and I'm too lazy to be bothered with sleep training.

We have been under heavy financial pressure during our whole construction and it dawned on me that I can actually help contribute financially too. Although husband-ji won't say it out loud, I think it comforts him a lot knowing that wifey is bringing home some funds too. It makes me feel good too.

Of course, I was a bit nervous about working again. But it turns out, being a mom has made me extremely efficient at work. I can multitask like a CEO, I have eyes everywhere, I have A LOT of patience, and constantly being on my feet is pretty similar to running around after an active toddler. Truth: moms get shit done!

(Veda: 15 months old)

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  1. your blog is the first blog i have ever read in my life. i am hooked to it. continue writing your fab blogs.
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